Monday, August 26, 2013

Heftin it in Hafer


I love my mission! I love all of these people. I love that everyday I just get to go out and teach and smile at people and ask them the most important, happy, and soul-searching questions that they didn't realize they have been wondering about all along.
 
Pictures: At the Houston Temple.
 
 
Me and Caramelo the dog. I just love other people's dogs. I don't have to take care of them.
 
 
And last, is me celebrating 5 months day at 6:30 in the morning! Not because I am happy that time is going so fast. Just because I like celebrating.
 

Monday, August 12, 2013

Agosto 12


 
Yesterday I saw the baptism of Juan Bautista. In english that is John the Baptist. Carazy. Also, the baptism started 1 hour later than it was scheduled to but that is COMPLETELY NORMAL in the Hispanic wards. Also, during that one hour the people in charge managed to forget to fill the font and then forget to turn it off and flooded the primary room. :) But Hispanics have the best way of just all crowding together and fixing the problems that their happy, carefree, loving ways create. We only forgot about the font because we were all eating enchiladas in the other room.

80 enchiladas.

I LOVE MY MISSION!

 Time has never gone faster in my life. This transfer is absolutely flying by. I wish that someone would have told me that once I get on my mission, time is going to keep on passing! Tomorrow is my 5 month mark. That is a significant chunk out of the best 18 months of my life. I just don't even know what to think about it all. Everything is a blur except for two things:

1: I love Heavenly Father so much. I am so grateful for this 18 months He is giving me. It is such a gift to be able to center my heart and mind on Him so that for the rest of my life I will know how to find true joy; through serving Him.

2. I have such an amazing, beautiful, wonderful, righteous family. Being out here and seeing so many broken homes, confused people, and especially inactive families used to scare me. But looking at that picture of Nate surrounded by priesthood holders holding Van just made me realize that my kids don't have a CHANCE of straying from the strait and narrow path because of the magnificent love and examples of about 80 people that are all holding as tightly as they can to the iron rod (in both Carter and Foote family).

I love my area a lot. I have gotten to the point where my heart quivers a bit to think of leaving some of these people, which seems imminent--in the next 2 transfers. I love them so much. Members, Investigators, Less Actives. And I am fairly certain that they have NO IDEA how much they mean to me and I will just be another missionary in their long lives, but that is okay because boy do we get joy from each other now.

I am also learning the importance of loving the one first, like Jesus did, rather than trying to run around and preach to the masses. I am learning that my companion is my first investigator and that I need to make sure her heart is happy and peaceful and that she has opportunities to feel like a successful missionary before I worry about how many lessons we actually taught in a day. It is hard for me to slow down sometimes, but the commandment to love God and then my neighbor as myself are first.

 
Love,

Hermana carter

 


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

August 5th, 2013

 

 
Here is what I have been working on this week. Examining my motives. I am trying to purify my heart. I've noticed that really every decision is made based on one of two things: either your love for someone else, or your love for yourself. I am trying to make only choices because of my love for others and am AMAZED by how often I have to stop everything, repent, and change so that my actions will be consistent with motives of true charity. Because without charity, I am nothing. All the lessons and Spanish and punctuality and white handbook are good tools in missionary work but they don't function at all if I am not centered on love for the Lord, my companion, and the people I teach. On the other hand, I can speak in awful Spanish, be one hour late to the next appointment, be late to bed, skip out on relief society and yet witness miracles because my heart was focused on love for others and my actions were consequences of that love.

How do we gain this love? Moroni 7 is not lying. God really does just want to pour out this love on us if we are humble enough to ask and then faithful enough to see His hand changing our hearts.

                                          

Typical meal.  Beans, rice, meat, cheese, avocado, and a stack of tortillas.